Life in EMS

A few weeks ago, I made the decision to end my career in EMS. It was something that I struggled with for over 6 months. It was one of the hardest thing I have ever done. I have many reasons that back up my decision, the number one risk was that odds never seem to be in my favor for not having an allergic reaction at work. I am allergic to vanllin, artificial vanilla, and it sucks. It’s in everything. Baked goods, candy bars, root beer and scented air fresheners. All I have to do is be exposed to it and allergic reaction, here I come! I can’t count how many times I have had to go to the ER as a patient while working, because of my allergy. Doesn’t make for a fun shift. If you’ve never had your throat close on you, then you wouldn’t understand. My idea of a good time is not being doped up on Benadryl, Solumedrol, Epi and sometimes Magnesium Sulfate.

I have enjoyed my time in EMS. I have met some awesome people along the way. I have worked for great companies, and no so great companies. I have had calls that made me laugh, cry and had me scared for my life. I have been assaulted, been a shoulder to cry on, and been there for patients that just want to talk. It’s been filled with many ups and downs. I have worked days, nights, weekends and holidays. There is no such thing as a holiday off in EMS, it’s just another day. I’ve worked in the sub zero, bitter cold of winter, and in the summer where it feels like I’m walking through Mordor. There have been great partners, shitty partners and everything in between. I’ve been posted in the worst sections of Flint, witnessed drive by’s, assaults and drug deals. To say the least, it has been an interesting experience.

At least I can say I resigned from my current company on a good note, and I know if I ever want to work in EMS again, I am welcomed back. I am truly going to miss not working the road anymore. I have learned so much over the years. I went from being a “deer in the head lights” EMT to a confident and knowledgeable paramedic. I have had many mentors and have been one myself. Now I am continuing with my education and going to for college for my RN. So now, I’m finishing up this semester and taking the summer off to spend it with my family. I don’t regret my decision, but I’m going to miss it like an idiot missing the point.